Tired

I find that nowadays I am always looking at the clock. Doesn't matter if I'm at work, or watching TV, or commuting somewhere. I guess it comes from having to do too much in too little time.

And it's not work that's killing me. Ironically, it's the hobbies I've taken up that are killing me. For the past couple of weeks I've been in denial that I've taken on too much: kendo, japanese, snowboarding, DJing, friends, family, work. And my body and my sanity are making me realize that I am no superman.

I get "sleeping late gas".

I feel like shit in the morning.

I need more sleep.

The non-stop clockwork like schedule I've setup for myself leaves me drained and mentally exhausted.

So it pains me that I'll probably have to unload something(s). Probably my family and work.

Just kidding.

It will probably be Japanese, which is disappointing considering that this is the probably the 5th time I've tried and failed.

Then again, it's no use being a jack of all trades and a master of none.